On the 18th october, it's our 9th monthsary. That day was my babyboy's practical examination. And he was really depressed due to the time given as it was not enough time for most of them to complete. But hopefully, everything will turn out fine yea. After that, we went to compass and met up with one of my customer before heading to our lunch. Feel so great to eat with him everytime. Ate out favourite cheesy macroni and his favourite tom yum ^^ . -drools- After that, i'm off home. Before his exams, i remember giving him a cute mini chalkboard as my gift for anniversary. So glad he like it very much ^^ .

Yesterday on the 20th october, baby went with me to esplanade as i have to go to watch a performance at Theatres by the bay. He sacrificed his studies time for me, i really appreciate him alot. Whats more he waited for me for more than one and hour just to fetch me to eat our dinner or maybe supper. How sweet could he be ♥ I guess i'm the luckiest girl in the whole wide world :b -laughs- I really enjoyed yesterday with him, laughing like mad while having our dinner/supper and other people thought we were mad! Hehehe ^^ . Though it was so hard to part that night but then, i just want to say : Thank you darling, i really love you ♥


Words to my boy :

A special dedication post for you baby! Just wanted to say i love you so much. Honestly, i really didn't know i could have such a great and awesome guy to be my boyfriend! You should know, my relationship in the past were all so hurtful. Finally, you changed my entire life and brightens it up. Yes, we have been through really bad times, but our hands never let go, but even tighter. Thanks for everything baby, we will last forever ♥ Every 18th. Work hard for you O's alright? I know you can do it. Jiayou! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
End of year exam is over, and i have been in my holiday mood though i'm still schooling for like two more weeks. Hate it when i have to actually wait for my results where i'm afraid i'm going to flunk it. But then, it turns out that i only failed one. The other paper is either just pass or slightly better a bit. Really, so heart breaking and disappointing.  Expected a better grade as i'm streaming this year but then it was like going to pull down my overall -___-

Didn't attend school on monday cause yeah, didnt really feel well due to cough, hence baby ride me with his bike to polyclinic and accompany me to see doctor. After that went to his house and ate lunch and have a nap before meeting my customer at NanChiauHighSchool.

My friend texted my results for science and yeah i failed. 40/100, worst score i ever had in my life i swear. Makes my mood really spoiled. Guess what baby did to make me feel better? He treat me eat ice-cream and ride me along down slope and it was really awesome ^^ . Thanks my dear! ILOVEYOU! Brought him to my primary school slacking spot to eat ice pack and we two cuties went to mess with the fitness thing, haha! After that i'm homed!

Today, went to school as usual. Baby ride me again and it was super awesome, everytime never fails to make me feel so cold and awesome. Being ride was really something sweet yea! Haha! Reached school. PE, played soccer again when i thought it was gonna be basketball. After that checked english paper, and i improve pretty much, makes me feel happy! Then move on to science lesson, check paper. Mr Lim was going through and i was busy looking for marks, LOL.

Recess and ate my favourite Tom Yum noodles. Off to chinese and another disappointing results -___- Teacher keep emphasizing that i write too much for compo etc and make me feel even more worst ): Lit was fine tho i'm from first drop to third in class. Geog was the worst, i just pass and flunk my entire paper 1 but lucky paper 2 save me! Lucky just pass, haha! CME gone through maths paper and make me raged, hell, one statement wrong but others was correct and i lost 5 marks. GAHHHH :@@

Assembly talked about subject combination. Trust me, i'm really confused of what to take. Dont know what to take due to my poor results. Damn, someone helped me T.T Alright, i'm tired ready as have dance trainings for SYF and then baby send me home as usual. Eating too much recently, need to control! Goodnight!

Time passes so fast, it have been nearly the end of 2012. Going to get into different classes and promoting to secondary 3. Definitely gonna miss my friends in the same class as me. We have been through a lot together for nearly 2 years already. We bond together, have those laughters together. A few months more, it will definitely be different. Going into different classes and maybe just become a total strangers?

Sometimes I wonder, is there really true friends around? Look around myself, and honestly, i'm sure they weren't true to me. Yes, they were actually there when i need them, but not all the time. Yes, they were someone i could actually talk my heart out, but definitely not all the time. But a true friend was someone who will actually be there every time, but they didn't.


Have been experiencing different friendships problem this year. Getting worst and worst. I remember once was i cried till super badly the entire day and couldn't even eat. The others was i get super fumed out with one of them and scream my lungs out at the person. Hell, she admitted she hates me and actually acts like she was so good to me. Whats worst? She even tell me she wants to snatch my closest friend away. But well, it's the past. Shouldn't think about it anymore. Just merely disappointed.

So well, at least i have someone who i can actually depend on fully right now, at that's my boyfriend. He hears my rant, hears what i feel, understands me, always encouraging me and leading me to the correct route. That's why i'm so dependent on him! Best boyfriend in the world, hehe ^^ .

O level is on our 9th monthsary! Wishing my boy all the best, can see he actually puts in effort to study, so hope he got he desired results to get in to his dream poly! Love you baby boy, jiayou! ♥